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WRIGHT AND WRONG by Jane Shoup

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Emeline Wright is determined to save the farm that’s both her home and her inheritance. It’s a nearly impossible dream, but Em is as stubborn as she is beautiful. Unfortunately, she’s too focused on survival to be aware of the intense observation she’s under. Many men have set their sights on her for one reason or another, but only one man, Tommy Medlin, puts himself on the line to protect her. Tommy and Em begin a partnership, and, as the farm starts to shape up, a friendship, coupled with a strong physical attraction, builds between them, despite the fact that Em has sworn off all men, and Tommy does not see himself as worthy of her. Being rich in resources, but low in funds, the farm attracts other ‘misfits’ at loose ends with their lives, and, together, this group becomes a family.

Things go well, until others complicate matters. A pretty, young waitress falls in love with Tommy, and tries everything she can think of to win his heart, and the rich and powerful Sonny Peterson, the man Em escaped from to return home, closes in on her. Before it’s over, Tommy and Em will each save the other, and find the love of their lives.

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Richmond, Virginia, July 2, 1881
Emeline stood very still before the large, gilded mirror, struck by how closely she resembled the porcelain doll she’d had as a child. How strange, she hadn’t thought about that doll in years. Em blinked and still the effect remained. Sure, her eyes squinted and her arms and legs could move: sometimes at her bidding, sometimes at his. But, she was a lifeless, dressed-up doll just the same. That’s what she’d become.
She had to master her fear and escape, because she was withering to a soulless nothing inside. Fear of physical reprisal had held her prisoner as much as her fiancée and his hateful aunt, and it was wise to have fear. But, it was wise to have concern for her spirit, too--whatever spirit she had left.
Her eyes flicked down over the new royal blue gown she wore. The design was straight from Paris; once again proving that no one in Richmond was better dressed than the property, the fiancée, of Wilson ‘Sonny’ Peterson. The gown was form hugging in a princess line style. The bustle had disappeared and a train had been added. It was unique and flattering, yet she wished she could rip it off and replace it with her old clothing--her own clothing. This was his.
She didn’t want the gowns he’d commissioned for her; the jewels he’d adorned her with; the money he thought he’d purchased her with. Nothing. One of these days, she’d leave it all behind and again put on her plain brown traveling suit. It was early July and as hot as blazes, which meant she’d be miserable in the worsted traveling suit, but it was the only thing she had left that was hers. And, it was important she didn’t take anything that had come from him. She’d stashed the suit, a train ticket and money, the same amount she’d had when she’d been brought to Richmond, in a small trunk in the basement. The moment she was provided with enough of a distraction, she would make another attempt at escape.
“Emeline,” a dry female voice said behind her.
Em was startled by the voice, but she tried to conceal that fact. Some telltale color crept over her features as her golden-brown eyes connected with those of the older woman, Sonny’s aunt, who stood behind her near the door.
“Are you ready?” Veronica Peterson asked.
“Yes.”
Veronica’s question hadn’t really been a question at all, but a command to present herself downstairs. Veronica Peterson was her jailer when Sonny was occupied elsewhere.
~ * ~
All heads turned as Emeline stepped into the formal parlour. Then came the chorus of accolades regarding how lovely she looked. “Darling,” Sonny said, beckoning her to him. She obeyed, as usual. As if there was some choice.
“You’re a lucky man, Sonny,” someone remarked.
Sonny smiled as he pulled her hand through his arm. “Would you care for a sherry?” he asked in his most solicitous tone.
“Please,” she replied sweetly. I hate you, she thought bitterly. Her full attention had to go to appearing normal and calm, but she was anything but, and sometimes the effort made her tremble with suppressed rage.
This pre-dinner conversation was mind-numbingly boring, especially given that she wasn’t expected to join in, other than the occasional smile, nod or acquiescing remark. As always, it was a relief when they were summoned into the private dining room with its glittering table settings and waiting staff. It was the next phase of the evening and she was ready to have it over. Again. Always.
Sonny seemed an innocuous name for a man as rich and powerful as Wilson Peterson. On paper, he owned The Virginia Palace, the largest hotel in Richmond, but, in reality, he owned this city and its officials. Owned them. They lived in his pockets. The Palace had an elegant restaurant on one end and a separate saloon with gambling and high-class whores on the other. All that class and elegance, and yet Sonny, with his charm, easy smile and his golden key to the city, took cheating or stealing from him seriously and personally. Those caught at it, men or women, were escorted from premises and nearly beaten to death, then driven out into the wilderness and left stranded.
Em had tasted Sonny’s wrath on a few occasions. Once, because she’d spoken out in disagreement on a position he’d stated and another time because she’d tried to leave. She’d learned the hard way to look pleasant and to be submissive and agreeable, but she’d also learned to plot and scheme. All of her life, she’d been emotional and honest, but not any more. During these last months, she’d learned to subdue and conceal her emotions, to pretend she was happy when she was miserable. And, to lie.
She wasn’t naïve enough to believe that Sonny bought her act hook, line and sinker. She’d been far too emotional and outspoken at first, but she’d performed beautifully these last weeks. It was nearly killing her to act in love with Sonny Peterson, but she did it, swearing to herself the whole time she’d never be in this position again. Once she got away from him, she would never be with another man. She loathed the thought of any man touching or controlling her again.
The thought of breaking free of him, of this place, kept her going. It would happen because it had to. She couldn’t exist like this much longer. It didn’t matter that she had human hawks circling and watching her all the time. It didn’t matter that there were bars on her bedroom windows and that her door locked from the outside. There would be a moment, one moment, when an opportunity would present itself and her guards would be distracted and she would act. This time she wouldn’t break free and run like a mindless idiot, like she had before. She’d be calm and silent as the dead. She’d already taken important steps, including acquiring an open-ended ticket to Roanoke months ago.
It had been a risk she’d barely gotten away with. She’d been out shopping with Veronica, waiting and watching for the older woman to get distracted. They were more than an hour into the excursion when Veronica finally became involved in conversation with an acquaintance. Em didn’t hesitate. She ducked out of sight and dashed to the railway station first to purchase a ticket. And, then to the bookseller’s shop.
It hadn’t taken long until Veronica had converged upon her, red-faced with fury. It was, after all, Veronica’s responsibility to keep track of Emeline. In the carriage, Veronica slapped her face and demanded an explanation, but Em had feigned hurt feelings and refused to answer. With the railway ticket tucked inside her corset, what she really felt was a surge of both hope and defiance.
Later that afternoon, Em had given in and explained she was trying to purchase a gift for Sonny. Together, they agreed not to mention the lapse in communication. Veronica didn’t want Sonny to know she’d failed to keep watch and Emeline didn’t want Sonny to know anything.
~ * ~
“You were magnificent tonight,” Sonny drawled in her ear. They were both naked, but Em was the sole focus in the large mirror. Like a doll, she thought. She was pressed back against him as he fondled her breasts. She attempted a serene looking smile even though her skin crawled and her stomach clenched at his touch. He bent his head and nuzzled her neck. It started gentle but always got rough. Sonny liked it rough. His fingers, too, were already growing more aggressive on her breasts.
The knock at the door jarred them both and Em thought she’d never heard a sweeter sound. Sonny, on the other hand, was instantly irritated. He yanked on his dressing robe and strode to the door. Em felt almost giddy with relief at the reprieve. That’s stupid, she tried to caution herself. He’ll be right back. God almighty, but she hated the man! She crossed her arms in front of herself and watched as Sonny jerked open the door and glared at whomever had interrupted them.
“Sorry, sir,” the male voice said. “But I thought you’d want to know.” She recognized the voice as that of Charles’, one of Sonny’s men. “The President was shot.”
“What?”
“Shot,” Charles repeated. “Today. In Washington. Mr. Phillips just received the telegram.”
“Is he dead?”
“No, sir. He was taken back to the White House.”
There was a moment of stunned silence and then Em moved. She picked up her robe and slipped it on.
“Who did it?” Sonny asked.
“Some lawyer. Funny last name. Mr. Phillips’s got the telegram downstairs. Several people are here, so--”
“I’ll be right down,” Sonny replied and then shut the door. He turned and looked at Emeline. “The President’s been shot,” he repeated needlessly.
Em shook her head slowly but said nothing. President Garfield had only been in office about six months, the same amount of time she’d been Sonny’s prisoner. The news was terrible and yet she felt a strange expectant thrill. Sonny was a creature of habit and routine, and now that routine was being interrupted. He was dressing hurriedly and Em watched, dispassionately observing his distraction. Was this the opportunity she’d been waiting for?
Sonny pulled on his jacket but left his shirt collar open. He walked to the door. “I’ll be back,” he said, then left without even a backwards glance at her.
Her heart began hammering. She jerked her head to his dressing table and saw the little silver key he always wore on a chain underneath his shirt. The key to her room. He’d left without it. This was it, the moment she’d been praying for. She felt a bit unsteady from the blood rushing to her head. Have to stay calm, she cautioned herself. She walked to the dresser and stared down at the items on it. Sonny had not reloaded his pockets. His money, the key and his pocketknife were all still lying there. She picked up the knife with trembling hands. This was it. She had to make this distraction her opportunity.
Because each of her senses were on high alert, she clearly heard the doorknob twisting. She whirled around, slipping the knife in her robe pocket, and the door opened. Veronica poked her head in. She was dressed in a nightdress and robe and, by the look of her sleep-creased face, she’d been rudely awoken. Em saw the key gripped in Veronica’s hand and she felt dread flood her system. The lock on her door was full proof once in place. Her only hope now was to place some kind of a block in the crack of the door once it was closed. The blade of the knife. Without a word, Veronica started to shut the door.
“Did you hear?” Em asked, starting forward.
The door stopped. There was a hesitation and Em used it to withdraw the knife and spring the blade.
“What?” Veronica rasped, opening the door back up.
Em kept moving closer. She kept the knife to her side, out of Veronica’s line of sight. “The President was shot!”
Veronica blinked and drew her robe tighter around her. “All he said was to lock the door,” she croaked. She was obviously dazed from being awoken so abruptly.
“Well, goodnight,” Em said.
Veronica made a kind of grunting sound then withdrew and shut the door.
Em squatted and positioned the blade in the crack of the door to prevent the bar from catching. It was a good thing Veronica was dull witted, because it gave Em the precious seconds she needed. Em let out the breath she’d been holding and waited several seconds before she slowly pulled the door back toward her, releasing the metal tongue. Her mind was racing and her heart pounding as she peeked out into the empty hallway.
The plan was to make it to the side door then creep down and around to the basement, but as she took a single step from the room, the floor creaked beneath her and she stopped. Her heart was slamming against her chest and her breath felt non-existent, but she forced herself to start again. Once she was in motion, she kept moving, keeping her eyes trained only on her destination. Muffled voices and laughter emanated from the rooms she passed. She knew that anyone could emerge at any time, just as she knew that anyone who spotted her would alert Sonny.
She slipped out the side door and pressed herself against the wall, gulping breaths to help quell her dizziness. If she fainted now, all would be lost. Her knees felt desperately weak as she crept down the steep steps. This was a rickety, little used exit, but she still kept a sharp eye out. Anyone who spotted her would ruin her chance for escape. She had to be silent and invisible and she had to keep moving or she’d die here. Maybe tonight.
~ * ~
Normally, the whores were housed on the north wing of the hotel, but Sonny had recently acquired a few more, which was why some were in the south wing; and, why Katie-Louise was traversing by Em’s room a few minutes after eleven. They called Emeline ‘the princess’ because of her looks, of course, and because of the way she was treated, as if she had to be watched all the time, like she might break or something.
The princess was amazingly pretty. She was slender with perfect posture and perfect features. She had lustrous, slightly curly brown hair and wide, golden-brown eyes that were more almond-shaped than round. Katie-Louise had round, blue eyes. In fact, everything about her was rather round. Luckily, she had yellow hair, which men seemed to like, a pretty face and the right openings between her legs, which allowed her to make a living. She’d be all right for a few years and, during that time, she’d find herself a decent husband. That was her plan.
“How come you never take your shirt off?” Ned complained behind her. “You never show me your tits.”
“I’ll do that next time,” Katie-Louise replied agreeably. “For a dollar extra.”
“Aw, Katie-Louise, that ain’t fair. It ought be part of the package.”
It was odd. The door to the princess’s room was standing wide open. She was usually kept locked tight-–a princess in her tower. Course, she also got silk dresses made for her and she got waited on hand and foot. She got to have dinner every night in the fancy, private dining room and she got Sonny Peterson. Not a bad life, in Katie-Louise’s opinion.
From the moment she and Ned hit the top of the staircase and saw a lot of people standing around, she knew something was going on. Everyone had an odd look about them and the talk seemed kind of hushed. It wasn’t the normal clientele either. It was the city’s big wigs, so to speak, and they’d all converged in the less than twenty minutes she’d been upstairs with Ned.
Ned was wondering what was going on, too, but Katie-Louise ignored him and made her way over to her friends Nancy and Golden who were leaning against the back wall taking it all in. There seemed to be no business going on at all. She reached them and looked from one to the other. “What’s happening?”
“President Garfield was shot in Washington,” Golden said. “He’s probably going to die.”
“Shot!” Katie-Louise turned and looked around at the people again. That did explain the hushed talk and the somber looks. She accidentally linked eyes with old battle-ax Peterson who had just appeared. The woman gave Katie-Louise the creeps. She gave all the girls the creeps. She had this hard, sadistic look about her; the kind of look men had when they wanted to cause pain rather than to receive pleasure. Or maybe to cause pain was their pleasure, although that made no sense to her.
Sonny was glorious, as usual, even though he wasn’t as formal looking as he usually was. He stood in the center of a circle like he was holding court-–like he was the governor or something. She pictured herself with him, standing slightly behind him, dressed in a shiny, silver silk gown. He’d say something and then turn around and give her that half smile of his, as if they were sharing a joke. It was a beautiful fantasy.“Where’s the princess?” Katie-Louise asked without taking her eyes off Sonny.
“Locked away, as usual,” Nancy replied. “You know, I kinda’ feel sorry for her.”
“Sorry!” Golden burst. “The princess?”
“The door to her room was wide open,” Katie-Louise interrupted.
“Open?” Golden repeated.
Nancy looked over the room carefully. “You sure?”
“Course, I’m sure,” Katie-Louise replied. “I just passed it, didn’t I? It was standing wide open. Should we tell?”
“You better,” Golden spoke up. “If she’s gone missing again, there’s going to be hell to pay and you better make sure you ain’t the one paying. You saw her door open, you better go tell.”
Katie-Louise swallowed. Golden had a point. “Sonny?” she asked, hopefully.
Nancy shook her head. “VP. Here, I’ll wave her over.” She stared until she caught the older woman’s eye, then waved her over. She received a narrowing of the eyes and a hard look for her trouble before Veronica Peterson put her bulky body in motion and began making her way toward them. “I hate that old witch,” Nancy hissed.
“So do I,” the others agreed.
~ * ~
Em stood at the basement door, trembling pathetically. She had to go because Sonny would make sure every square inch of the hotel was searched. In fact, he’d make sure all of Richmond was searched. But this is where her planning ended. She couldn’t catch a train; there were none that late. Her legs felt impossibly stiff as they started in motion. Move and don’t look back. It’s not hard, she told herself. She just had to become invisible, stay out of sight and keep moving.
~ * ~
“Open?” Veronica spat.
Katie-Louise nodded in earnest.
“Impossible,” Veronica objected.
“It was,” Katie-Louise repeated. “I mean, it is.”
Veronica looked at her nephew and the small crowd gathered around him. There was no Emeline. The only explanation of the door being open was that Sonny had come back for her--but then, where was she? “Have you seen her?” she demanded of the whores.
“No, ma’am,” they all said, shaking their heads.
Veronica turned on her boot heel and headed upstairs via a back staircase. Prostitutes were notorious idiots; she’d make sure of the facts herself.
~ * ~
Em didn’t stop to catch her breath until she made it into a dark alley, several blocks away from the Palace. She’d made it that far, which was good, but she didn’t know where she was going. It was time to think. By morning, everyone in Richmond would know she was a fugitive. She had to be far away by then.
Her eye fell on the undertaker’s wagon. She needed a wagon-–no, a horse. She had to steal a horse, a good horse, but not from the livery. They’d be watched too carefully. Judge Randle sprang to mind. He was a close associate of Sonny’s who didn’t live too far away. He was wealthy, but notoriously miserly. He had a large stable and a small staff.
It would also be satisfying to use one of Sonny’s friends to aid in her escape. If she could get away with it--
~ * ~
Veronica stared at the open door with its sprung lock. Cold fear began seeping through her system at the thought of telling Sonny. She heard laughter in the hall and turned. One of the whores, Betty or Betsy, something like that, was coming toward her, followed by a short, fat man. He was readjusting his trousers as he walked, low class scum that he was. She cleared her throat. “Betty--”
“It’s Bitsy. As in Itsy Bitsy,” the young woman said without slowing her pace.
“Itsy Bitsy,” the fat man laughed behind her.
“Go tell Mr. Peterson I need to see him,” Veronica snapped.
Now Bitsy halted in her tracks. “Sonny?”
“Yes, Sonny! Now, hurry up.”
The young woman blinked.
“Go!” Veronica barked.
“All right, all right,” Bitsy replied, waving the fat man on. “I’m going.”
~ * ~
Em pressed a hand to the stitch in her side and stared at five horses tied to the hitch in front of Boxley’s Bordello. This was a better and quicker solution than making it all the way to the judge’s house. She crept forward, eyeing one of the horses in particular. It was smaller than the rest, a mare, but she looked healthy and strong.
Em looked around to make sure no one saw her and then untied the horse with badly shaking hands. A piano was being played, or rather banged, inside, and there was a lot of drunken laughter. “I need you,” she whispered to the horse. “You would not believe how much I need you.”
The horse lifted its head and then backed out obediently and Em mounted and rode out, half expecting a hue and cry to go up behind her.
~ * ~
Sonny’s look was hard as he stepped in the room and looked around.
“I locked the door,” Veronica stated. Her hands were clutched tightly together in front of her and she looked unsteady on her feet.
“Did you check it?” he asked in an ice-cold voice. “How many times have I told you to lock and then check it?”
Veronica shook her head. She looked as though she wanted to say something but couldn’t quite form the words.
“Damn you,” Sonny exploded. “Get Morgan, get Hayworth, get everyone!”
Veronica jumped and then slinked from the room.
“We’d better find her,” Sonny warned.
~ * ~
Sonny was growing more and more bewildered as he looked through her wardrobes. Nothing was missing. He’d told his men that she couldn’t have gone far, but now he was wondering if she could have gone anywhere at all. She’d been wearing a dressing gown and she’d never go out in public like that. He’d purchased each dress, each pair of shoes, each undergarment she possessed, and nothing seemed to be missing. So where was she? Where the hell was she, and what had she been thinking? She knew he’d have to punish her now, harder than before. She knew that. He’d used his bare hands, a razor strop, even a cane, and none of it had apparently worked. He’d even threatened her with the branding iron last time. Now, he’d have to use it. What choice had she left him? Leaving the wardrobe doors standing wide open, he stormed from the room.
At the end of the hall, he found a cluster of whores awaiting his instructions. “Search every room,” he ordered. “Search the attic, the basement, stable, carriage house, all of it.”
The women nodded but they waited until he’d walked on before they moved, spoke or even breathed. Sonny Peterson was filled with so much anger and passion, he electrified his surroundings. The princess was really in for it tonight.
~ * ~
Em needed to go due west, but she had only a vague notion about how to achieve that. She waited for a break in the clouds and then spotted the North Star. She directed the mare left, or what felt like left of it, hoping her instincts would guide her back home.
Home, Rockbridge County-–the place she’d wanted so desperately to escape. Of course, that was before she understood what the word escape truly meant.
~ * ~
“We’ll start again at first light,” Sonny ordered, dismissing everyone for the night. It was nearly two a.m., and there had been no sign or sighting of Emeline. Obviously, she’d dug herself some little hole and was waiting for the light of day before moving on. Foolish. Surely, she knew he’d find her. She had to know. No one ever slipped through his fingers for long. She knew that.
He went back to his room and downed three shots of bourbon before peeling off his clothes. She’d embarrassed him and for that she would pay dearly. “Damn you, Em,” he seethed. “Damn you!”

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